there's something you should know

about me

when I cry to sleep at night

I still feel you by my side

you hold me

I know you're there

they weren't happy

I thought they would be

so I told them

thought I was crazy

then came the pills

I won't take them

I won't forget you

not like they want me to

I can't

so you'll hold me

at the store

my work

at church

"sorry"

I can't breathe

you aren't there

"thanks"

I walk away

prescriptions filled

and heart broken

my heart is drained of hope

what they've put inside my head

sends you out

not room enough for two

but I'm so in love with you

you're not there

I miss you

long for your touch

why don't you hold me

where have you gone

what isn't understood by them

is even with you gone

even with the pills

I still feel you

but what I feel is that you're not there

even worse

I need you here

come hold me

crying everyday

can't stand to feel this pain

how could you leave me

I can't believe it

you're not here

so much emptiness inside

you'll never leave my mind

so come home

and just deceive me one more time

let me feel you by my side

one last time

I'm lost without your touch

I love you so damn much

I miss you

I want to feel you where I know you are

just one night

to be the way it was

how it used to be with us

before you died