Maybe its just another day,

perhaps another moment to face the sun,

but how can I wake from this nightmare?

Please, all I want to do is run.

You tore me down with every word,

and I gave in with all my soul.

I gave up the dreams of becoming something,

and now I realize that I will never be whole.

The constant fighting and cursing,

the always present sorrow and pain.

how can you expect me to face the sun,

when all I feel is the cold hard rain?

You say now you want me to stand up,

to make you proud and strong,

and its only now I realize,

that in this life I will never belong.

Farewell to all the raging weather of my life,

farewell to all the fights,

farewell to you never changing being,

and I say hello to this night!