Author's notes: Based on emotions that were true for me last year, and ones that make me thank God that I'm not allowing her to fool me this year.

Why do you still
look at me?
Is it just to laugh at how
vulnerable I can be?

It's a shame how
you know
about all the emotions
that I can never show.

I guess it's funny how upset I can get,
And how badly
you know how to
make me feel regret.