She feels aweful

full of pain

seeing the boy she thought she knew

throw his life away.

It's hard not to scream

and try to make him see

what he's doing to her, breaking her heart again.

He's dead now to her

there is a diffrent boy in his place

one that looks so alike

but is diffrent on the inside.

He's crule and mean

a boy who doesn't care about anything

not her

not his house

not his life.

He sees nothing beyond today

and forgets yesterday.

How it hurts her to see him this way.

But she can't do anything

and simply watches the evils carry him away.