I looked at your face today.

You looked fine as always.

I never understand why I told you to go.

I never understand why you let me go.

Were you there when we laughed?

Were you there when we had a conversation?

Were you there when we said goodbye?

I bet you were wondering how pretty she was in the black dress.

I bet you were staring at her catching her breath.

I bet you were thinking of the emptiness you live by without her in your mind.

I doubt I was guilty all this while.

Why would I make a fortune out of lies?

Things I did, are you still bleeding from the cut?

Smiles you gave me, isn't sincere.

But today's was fine, I didn't see hate in you eyes.

So, I don't want to do this anymore.

I don't want you to go through what I've been through before.

I was there staring at you when we laughed.

I was there listening to you when we talked.

I was there screaming inside when we said goodbye.

And I was there knowing u weren't.