I cried when I heard

Not immediately

But when I let myself lay down

Down on the floor

Blankets surrounding me

I managed to sob my agony

Do I sound detached now?

I cried, I even cried in my sleep

Unknowing, until I woke up

And found my eyelashes clumped together

From too many tears

I can get through the day

Smiling a little, even laughing when someone's near

But when I'm alone…

Well, my hearts just breaks all over again