Hold My Breath

My eyes shut close

And all this time

I thought I was blind

I learn to hold my breath

As I plummet deep within

The stormy ocean waters

I hold myself together

Arms wrapped around my knees

Wishing for release

Tight grip around my heart

Ready to rip it out

Right out of my chest

And leave me there

To turn the ocean red

No longer can I wait

I surface to the top

To once again breathe in

Your sweet misery

It greets my late arrival

Time to fall again

Deep within blue

Time to hear the voice

With its fake

"I love you"