When You Left

Withdrawn feeling naïve

Forlorn just when you leave

The part I miss the most

Is the care you use to weave

I wait 'till you return

Despite I don't believe

It's you I should have idolized

It's me who will deceive

When you left I realized

My light had slowly died

Where my fantasy

And reality will soon rift and collide

I think about you always

In doubt you're minds on me

I exist as the forgotten

Or barren in memory

I'm lying in a downfall

Between wake and warming sleep

Everything seems unkind but

It's you I urge to keep

So I wait here in the hope

That we can see eye to eye

I'm condemned to worse than livid death;

Life without you close by.

-Lurid Black-