Confusion

Swirling to desolate corners of my mind

Filling me, mixed emotions

Inexpressible

And the pain saturates my heart

Leaving me to cry, release

But no

I can't

Can't.

Leave me now

As I hide my eyes

Dull, retreat into my

Nothing

And the invisible scars on my wrists

Leak with all the silence

The times I withheld

My screams.

Leave me alone

Shut up

Just leave

Never go

Please.