2Looking for the meaning of life,
Searching,
Probing,
Exploiting.
Discovering Human Nature,
Jealousy,
Greed,
Hate.
Feeling the truth swell upon you like the tide of an incoming storm.
Hoping your eyes deceived you. Wishing you can keep this form of self deception that gets you through the night.
Dreaming of what mortals only wish they knew.
Finding the meaning of life, causes:
Madness,
Hysteria,
Death.
Seeing the evils upon you, denial is no longer an option. You are faced with hell on earth. Because, earth is hell. And heaven is only a story to tell the naughty children to get them to sleep at night.
Screaming the truths that you have learned. Up into the heights of the sky. Where the Wuthering winds attempt to smite your blasphemy.
Knowing love is only an illusion to dilute what mortals should never discover. Love is the deception of the mind, to make life seem worthwhile. To make it seem worth living.
Knowing Death is upon you,
Fear,
Panic,
Apprehension.
You die alone, unloved, unwanted. You die knowing life is illusion, sleight of the hand. You die hoping for a future. You die attempting to grasp humanity. You die knowing humanity doesn't exist.