I'm running. The wind is blowing my long hair behind me. The grass tickles beneath my feet. And I'm just running.

I'm not running away from anything, I'm not running towards anything. I'm just running, in the endless green grass and the fresh blowing wind.

I run out of breath, and I let myself fall onto the grass. I feel the dampness of the summer dew beneath me. I laugh to myself as I try to catch my breath.

Then I start running again. Further and further through the grass. Running faster and dater. My heart beating faster and faster. Every foot lands with a thump. Thump, thump, thump.

The breeze on my face is keeping me cool at the summer sun shines down on me. And I just keep running. How I love running.

When running you cant think. All that's on your mind is breathing and your heartbeat.

Thump, thump, thump, thump, thump. I keep running. Each foot landing quickly in front the last.

Nothing is going to stop me. I'm going to keep running. Not running away. Not running towards. Just running. Just running.

Thump, thump, thump. My heart beats in rhythm with my steps. Getting faster and faster.

I feel my breath running out, but I don't wanna stop. I just want to keep running. Forever just running.

I have to stop. I wait for my breath to catch up with me. Breathe in deeply. And start running again, knowing this breath will last forever. And I will just keep running. Running, running.

Thump, thump, thump. Just running.

Then I wake up. it's the same every nice. The same recurring dream every night since the accident. It's always the same sunny day. The same blowing wind. The same endless grass. The same falling. The same restarting. The same going on forever, and then waking up. It's just a dream and I'll never run again. In my dreams forever, in real life never.

I just want to run. To feel the wind in my hair. And the grass at my feet. And the sun on my face, as I go at speed. Please God, I just want to run