You can have her, if you can keep her

I hope she keeps you contented, satisfied at any rate,
I used to detest every move she'll make,
That would pull you away from me.
Until finally to you I was not to be.

Curses I spouted,
Visible venom in my leer,
Truly I hated everything of her.

But I was wrong you can have her,
If anything is to be soon a broken hearted song,
Out of tune rendition I'll hear.

But it doesn't matter now,
I've found my heart,
Humbly bowed,
At the throne of my king,
Where it sings,
Music of a thousand parts.

You know I used to think you were my angel in disguise,
Now you're simply a man with blinded eyes,
You can have her,
If you can keep her.

I wish you all the well you can get,
I'll never know if you did ask the same for me,
But it's okay if I don't get it back,
I've got enough mercy you see.