(DEDICATED to all the bittersweet souls, I take your pain inside me & transmute it)
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Life is wearing me down
In tears uncountable I drown
Not healed enough to let it go
Too sealed up to see the hope
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Still I long to walk the earth
Heavy steps from cool to hearth
Ever-looking for a distraction
So far away from birth's contraction
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That's when I raise my voice and sing:
"Calling out to all angels
Hold me up in your arms
Squeeze all the poison out
Show me the love I cannot see
Prove the improvable to me
That all I need is inside me."
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Inside me lives the Everything
So why does it feel like Nothing?
An unnamable darkness, chains unseen
"Can Be" replaced by "Might Have Been"
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Save me from myself, I beg them
But Free Will, don't sing my hymn
Erase or recolor these tragedies
Please write them their obituaries
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Help me to raise my voice to sing:
"Calling out to all angels
Take me away from myself
Leave me only with peace love and joy
Re-wrap me in lace instead of leather
Reawaken me to the happiness I've had
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"Let me know I can be happy again
Chase away the dark ghosts of fear and doubt
Please oh God I beg thee help me save myself
So I can help everybody else save themselves
It is time; it's past time to end the waiting
Let me unlock my blossoming and let loose my light
Be in the land of milk and honey forever smiling
Laughing and playing, dancing and singing
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"Calling out to all angels
I can hear you past the din
I will NEVER give up your cause
I promise I will learn to live again
I let my will slide to the side
My remaining nostalgia will be sunshine"
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Calling out to all angels
Is to look inside and see them ever-waiting
Sing out with their voices
Laugh with their smiles on your faces
The past is past and the future is rented from God
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Call out for the now! Choose now to believe
It's all for you, all for you my dear one
Everything here is for you to enjoy
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Calling out to all angels
Till we finally hear their ageless song:
"Be as patient as us and you will see
You are loved as is.
Please love yourself, and all, as we love you
Then all your hopes and dreams will come true
We have always loved you and we always will
We love you, we love you, we love you so!"
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I cannot predict the future
And this has nothing to do with the past
(repeat to fade)