Grey clouds closing in,

Grey clouds closing in,

Flowing with the breezes.

In the distance, thunder roars,

As I hit my knees.

Mercy, love,

Abandonment, hate.

Feelings felt,

As I walked away.

Not strong enough,

Alone, I slip.

Falling and falling,

I lose hope and my grip.

The rain is pounding,

The lightening fierce.

I stumble on,

Losing my step.

Pain comes back,

Unloving and harsh.

My feelings feel flooded,

I'm stuck in a marsh.

I need so much help,

Too proud to cry out.

I sit and drown,

In self-pity and doubt.

All alone I drown,

And later die.

Too proud to ask,

For the help of god.