12Cross her heart and wish to die
die to be
this person who doesn't need
two more yellow pills
two more yellow pills that will take her through the day
take her through the day so she summons enough courage to say
"screw him and his promises."
his promises that made you cry so you begin to rely
and these yellow pills
pretty yellow pills that help you rest your head
rest your head so you wish you weren't dead
wishing you were dead so he wouldn't enter your head
you head filled with pain, enough pain
enough pain to make you wish it would rain
make you wish it would rain to take you back to that day
back to that day when he said he's prayed for a female like you
a female like you who relies on pretty yellow pills
pretty yellow pills
that leave you
at this very moment
unresponsive
on the cold restroom tile.