Okay so I have a really big problem right now, I am freaking out big time. Guess what today is, my wedding day with Chase. Yeah I think that I am allowed to be really nervous. The bad thing about it, giving up my freedom and my chances to be with other guys. The good side is I'm going to spend the rest of my life with a guy that I really adore and love with all of my heart. I wouldn't want to be getting married to any other guy then him. He is everything to me even though we have just been seeing each other for two months. Thinking about it makes me so freaked out. Only two months of being with someone and here I am marrying him. I would always think it was so weird for people being together and getting married after seeing each other for a year. Now look at me. I wouldn't want it another way.
So I spent the night t my father's house because I didn't want to be in the same bed as Chase last night. I think that it is good to get away from the guy the night before he wedding and not see him until we say I do. I think it makes it more special for when you see him at the end of the isle. Chase agreed, not willingly. My father and I are now on speaking terms though so that is good. We haven't really had a talk about what happed though. We kind of just put it past us and moved on from it.
Ben, Michelle, Mary and I all had a sleepover last night. We all stayed in the living room and had some snacks and talked for hours about when we were younger and some of the fun things that happened as we grew up. Like the time that Ben and I got lost in a store when we were like seven and we started to cry running around looking for Ben's mother. Thinking back on it we laugh. And then there was the time that I tried to sell Michelle to the baker that lived down the street from us. I swear he was close to buying when my father caught me and sent my five year old self to time out. Yeah there were some good times in the past. So after last night I fell refreshed and like I can go down the isle and marry the guy I love.
"Harper! You're fucking getting married," Michelle exclaimed as I got my hair done at the hair dresser. The whole bridal party was here getting something done to their hair. I was getting a really fancy up do as the other girls had a hair do that had some hair down and then some other part down. It all looked really nice.
I laughed and nodded, "I know. It's like it was yesterday that Chase and I had our first kiss and now were tying the knot. It's going to be really weird calling him my husband though. I'm only eighteen but I kind of feel like I'm read. I know he will be a good husband," I said thinking of us in a cottage in the country having some hot chocolate. I know that ill never happen though, Chase hates the country. I can day dream though, right?
"What about little Harper's and Chase's running around the house. When do you think that will start up?" I looked at her like she was crazy and she started to giggle. "What? I want to be an aunt so start popping out kids!"
I rolled my eyes, "Michelle your stupid. I don't want kids right now. It would be to crazy to handle. I cant I've birth at eighteen."
"Well by the time you have e baby you would be like nineteen."
I smiled, "thanks darling."
She shook her head and looked in the mirror to see how her hair was coming. I think she liked it because she was nodding in approval only to be told to hold still so the girl wouldn't mess up the hair she was working on so hard. All the girls were getting their hair done at the same time. I wonder what the guys are doing right now.
With the guys
"Man what the fuck am I going to do, I'm getting married in less then three hours and the tuxes arent even here yet! They were supposed to be here two hours ago to make sure all the fittings were good," Chase explained to his childhood friend as he passed the kitchen trying not to kil somebody. He was nervous enough and now things are starting to go wrong.
Ben walked into the room and noticed friend looked really distressed." Dude what's the matter?"
Tristan pulled Ben out of the room and into the hall way, "where the hell have you been, and where are the tuxes?" He asked. Ben turned pale.
"Shit I was supposed to pick them up!"
"Yeah and I covered for you saying that someone was going to drop them off. Now go in there and tell him your getting them because your tired of waiting or something," Tristan ordered his friend. Ben walked into the kitchen fast and put a hand on Chases shoulder.
"Man, I'm going to get the tuxes, there taking way to long."
Chase nodded, "thanks man. That would help a lot," Ben walked out of the room and Tristan checked the clock for the seventh time in the last few hours. "Dude now what are we supposed to do?" He asked looking confused. There wasn't really anything to do but get into the tuxes and get down to the beach where the wedding was being held. Harper never wanted to get married in a church so she is going to on the beach. The weather is nice today. Not to hot. It's nice and breezy by the beach and it should be a good wedding.
"I don't know. I've never been in one of these things before. I think we just wait for Ben, get our shit together and then head to the beach. It's about a hour away so I think were on schedule.
Back to the girls
I looked in the mirror. My hair was now done and my makeup was in place. I smiled at the reflection. I looked really good. All the girls did. We were all dressed in our dresses and were going to be getting into the car soon to go the beach where the wedding was waiting for us. Ben called me and told me he forgot t get the tuxes. I laughed knowing it was something he would only do on a day like this. He fixed it though and now the boys are on there way. Thy will be getting there first and everyone will be seated. The ceremony will start as soon as we get there. So now in the car I will have my time to be nervous.
During the car ride I was really quiet. I didn't speak to anyone really. I would only answer questions if I was asked. There are two things that I am really excited about. The reception and the honey moon. That will be crazy fun. I cant wait for that. I really have been looking forward for those days that Chase and I will be able to spend a full two weeks together without anyone else.
When we got to the beach we all got out of the limo and walked into a little building where we were going to be lined up. Chase was already standing at the alter and the guys from the bachelor party were in here waiting for the girls that they would be walking down the isle with.
"Okay everyone ready?"
Not at all
"Were starting now, and go." The first pair walked out and then the next was timed a few seconds later. I looked at my father and he smiled grabbing my hand.
"You know I love you right," he asked and I nodded. "I can believe I am letting go of my little girl." I squeezed his hand in reassurance. Yeah my father and I are going to be just fine.
"And go," I was directed by the wedding planer. I took a huge deep breath and started to walk with my father. There was a platform set up for us on the sand so we didn't have to walk in the sad. It was really pretty by the alter, it was white and Chase and I would stand under it with the priest. I smiled as we got closer. The music started to play and I smiled as I saw friends and family stand for me as I walked down the lisle. There was a little flower girl in front of me. She is Chases little cousin and he most adorable thing ever. She had nice blonde bouncy curls and smiled to everyone as she threw the pink rose petals to the floor. I saw Chase standing there and my eyes locked with his. He smiled instantly an all my nerves vanished. I didn't see anyone else on the beach. I just saw him.
"I can't believe were married!" I exclaimed holding Chase's hands in the limo on the way to the party. This is going to be one fun party.
I nodded and kissed my lips, "how does it feel to be Harper Williams?" He asked.
"It's Harper Keegan Williams." I reminded, it was really sad giving up my last name so I am keeping both. Chase didn't care as long as his last name was in my name.
I think that the wedding went really well. Michelle was crying through the vows. So was Ben. It was a cute. I cannot believe that two short months ago i hated this guy; we were both crazy teenagers that didn't want anything to do with the other. Now looking at it I realize that we both have changed a lot. Now I noticed that Chase wasn't the smart mouthed guy that made me want to punch him. He's not perverted, most times, and he is an all around great guy that I can see myself with for the rest of my life. I know I changed dramatically. I was a snobby spoiled brat that only cared about money and appearances. I can't believe some of the things I did and what I wore on the night that I met Chase. It was crazy! I would never wear that now especially in front of people I didn't know. I guess someone loving you changes you for the better. I became a more caring person and he even helped me back out on drinking so much because of what he said about his mother. Chase and I might not know everything about each other pasts but we will know everything about our future together and we will keep helping each other becoming better.
Now that were married I feel so relived. Like there is a huge weight off my shoulders. I don't have to keep waiting for the day that we get married. I know where I stand now and I think I can handle anything that comes in my way because he's supporting me. I know we have so many fights in out life to come and a lot of obstacles but I'm going to be fine working through them.
When we get to the party Chase and I will have our first dance as man and wife. I'm excited for that and the next many firsts we will have together. Then tomorrow morning we will be on a plane going off to Australia to spend two weeks with each other and just loving each other. Nothing could be better.
When we pulled up to where we were having our reception I got a little nervous about the dance. We could mess up and that would really suck with everyone looking at us. I think it will go fine though, I hope.
We pulled to a stop and got ready to walk into the building. I know that everyone was in there already. They made it so that they will be all in there and then we come in and go right to the dance floor and start our dance in front of all the guests. It will be interesting. Chase grabbed my hand after exiting the limo and helped me out. With this dress on it was almost impossible to get out of the car. I felt like I was going to fall over and trip onto the road. When he successfully got me out safe we started the walk into the building and waited out the door untill the wedding planner told us to go in. We walked straight to the dance floor and then waited for the music to start.
Then the music started and Chase wrapped his arms around my waist and I put mine around his shoulders. We weren't doing some fancy dance. Just dancing the way we knew to a song that we both picked on.
We were strangers starting out on our journey
Never dreaming what we'd have to go through
Now here we are and I'm suddenly standing
At the beginning with you
We had decided on this song because it reminded us so much of us being together.
No one told me I was going to find you
Unexpected what you did to my heart
When I lost hope you were there to remind me
This is the start
I smiled as Chase tightened his hold closer to me and now our bodies were completely touching. He tucked some hair behind me ear and kissed my lips slowly.
And Life is a road and I want to keep going
Love is a river I want to keep flowing
Life is a road now and forever
A Wonderful journey
I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you
We were strangers on a crazy adventure
Never dreaming how our dreams would come true
Now here we stand unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you
I knew there was somebody somewhere
Like me alone in the dark
I know that my dream will live on
I've been waiting so long
Nothing's gonna tear us apart
In the end I wanna be standing at the beginning with you
When we finished dancing we noticed that some people were crying and other were smiling. I heard a whistle and then some clapping. Chase tilted my head back a little and placed him lips over mine slowly moving them in a passionate but sweet kiss. I heard more cheering from the crowd and blushed like crazy, my family was everywhere!
I pulled away gently and smacked his shoulder playfully and rolled my eyes but still kept the smile on my lips. After a kiss like that I wouldn't be able remove the smile.
People started to come up to us and congratulate us and give us hugs and kisses. I just kept smiling and thanking them and let them kiss my cheek, when it finally stopped more music started to play and Chase and I started to dance again as other people around us did the same.
"How you doing?" Chase asked.
I lifted my head from his should but kept my arms over his shoulders with my hands laced behind his neck. "I'm good, this is overwhelming but in a fun way. What about you. How are you holding up with all these people staring at us?"
"I don't know. I want to hold you in a more, well a different way but all these people are around so I can't, but I guess I can wait until tonight."
My jaw dropped but I managed to laugh, "Chase your gross."
"Well get used to it," he said and kissed my cheek in a loving way.
"I'll try," I replied with a giggle.
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