Everything I Couldn't Say

Everything I Couldn't Say

Azuri Elska Namaari

The girl with the broken smile
Dead to the world
And cold to the bone.
She opened her eyes
And saw she was alone...

I am worthless
I hate myself
I hate my life
There is no reason to live...
I love you...

Just because I'm not crying,
Doesn't mean I'm okay.
You wonder why
I don't talk to you anymore.
Please believe me when I say...

It's not that I don't want to...
It's just that,
Everything I want to say...
I can't tell you anymore.
Saying goodbye is never easy.

I thought I had no regrets,
But I've tried to hold it all inside.
I'm everything I hate.
I'm constantly making mistakes...
And having them shoved back into my face.

The cuts in my skin are deep,
But the ones in my heart are deeper.
I'm crying inside...
And nobody know it, but me.
Music is everything.

I hate the way...
That I could never hate you...
And the fact that...
No matter what you put me through...
I'll always love you...

I'm dying inside...
And I would die for you.