Take Time

By: xXKittieXx

Take me as I am and hold on tight,
Never, never let go it is not your right,
I feel so intrigued at these new-coming feelings,
I just want nothing to do with your constant dealings,
I just want to feel completed and worth your touch,
I don't want to have to bleed and such…

Is this really what I agreed to?
Is what I am feeling really old or new?
Should I stay or should I go now,
Should I be okay or look for what hasn't been found,
Should I feel content or is it okay to feel like this?

I feel so bewildered at this life and at myself,
I feel like I'm reaching for the second shelf,
— But I am only reaching the first,
Is this something bad—is it the worst?
I don't know what to do to find out,
Is this really love or is it something to doubt…

Should I be okay right now, right here, today?
Should I worry, should I fret, should I regret?
How come I am asking too many things about us?
I shouldn't talk, I shouldn't speak, I shouldn't create a fuss…

Everything will be all right, everything will be okay,
Or at least I hope it's calm, just for today…

I feel so bewildered at this life and at myself,
I feel like I'm reaching for the second shelf,
— But I am only reaching the first,
Is this something bad—is it the worst?
I don't know what to do to find out,
Is this really love or is it something to doubt…

I should have let go, the moment I grasped onto you,
For you I, don't want nothing to do,
I just want to be alone and to take time to think,

I just want to be alone…
Take time to think…
Just want to be alone,
I just want to take time to think…

I feel so bewildered at this life and at myself,
I feel like I'm reaching for the second shelf,
— But I am only reaching the first,
Is this something bad—is it the worst?
I don't know what to do to find out,
Is this really love or is it something to doubt…

I just want to be alone…
Take time to think…