8-15-08

Dear Diary,

I don't really know what to think or what to feel right now. It's been about two weeks since that whole incident with Jason and everything is just so confusing. In these two weeks I've been trying to get some type of control over my emotions… to put it bluntly, I've been avoiding him. But under some miraculous reason "fate" keeps putting us together. Some how all my attempts of avoiding Jason never really works, we would always bump into each other. Earlier today I managed to run into him…literally. I was outside walking down the street and being the clumsy uncoordinated person that I am, I managed to knock into him and we both ended up on the floor. We both got up from the ground and just looked at each other for what felt like forever.

"Hey" He says to me, unsure of how to react. I didn't want to face him, I wanted to leave but I knew I couldn't avoid him forever. It was time for me to face my fears and suck it the fuck up.

"Hey" I say while staring at a spot in the ground that suddenly looks very interesting. I know what you're thinking but just because I have to suck it the fuck up doesn't mean I'm not nervous. I could feel Jason's obvious discomfort; I gained enough courage and looked up at him.

"Well…" he starts, "I never imagined things between us would become so…"

"Awkward." I stated bluntly, finishing his sentence.

"Yeah, look Angel, I didn't mean… that kiss was just… I never meant to make things complicated. Things just got heated pretty quickly and I couldn't stop myself, I'm sorry."

I took this time to look at his face and I saw all the emotions flash within him, it was like he was having an inner turmoil within himself.

"Jason, it wasn't just your fault, it was mine as well. Things got pretty heated, for the both of us and not just you. Just don't beat yourself over it. We should just take things slow."

He took a moment to absorb all the words I said, then he pulled me close and we embraced each other.

"Taking it slow, sounds like a good Idea." He pulls apart from me just enough for him to kiss me. The kiss was short but at the same time tender and sweet. I don't know what obstacles that lye ahead for Jason and me but I have a feeling that everything will be okay. This is going to be my last journal entry… at least for now.

Yours Truly,

Angel

Author note: I am sad to say that this is the last chapter of Diary of a Fat Girl. I wasn't quite sure how to end it, but I hoped you liked it and I want to think all my reviewers and reader's for keeping up with this story.

I wanted to put Tyrell and Lisa into the last part of this story but I couldn't find a way to make it work. Don't worry though, Tyrell and Lisa as well as Angel and Jason will be in the sequel.

Yes I've made up my mind there will be a sequel, so the drama didn't end just yet and there will be a lot of it, trust me. Thanks for reading my story and I hoped everyone liked it and for anyone who stumbles upon this story, please leave a review. It would be greatly appreciated.