Every waking moment hurts me so,
Living without you is taking its toll,
And living with you is murder in my mind,
But, good god, i just can't say "good-bye".
You currupt my thoughts,
My mind, and my reality,
Everything feels rushed,
And everything's been weakened.
I cannot remember a time without you,
Even years ago,
But, my child-like innocence then protected me,
Now, that innocence is gone.
No one can protect me,
How can i survive?
Everyone's rejecting me,
You're causing my demise.
I cannot escape you,
You're everywhere i go,
Was it me? Did i create you?
I want to make you go.
You make me act so strange,
So full of hate and anger,
You play with all my strings,
And give me this new temper.
I look at who you've hurt,
So many that i care for,
I look at what you long for,
What you crave to dismember.
You drive me to insanity,
Yet, i cannot escape this,
You cause calamity,
Of which you don't care to fix.
And i cannot get away,
No one here can help me,
Because it's not their place,
For only i can see.
You are nothing less,
And much more than they say,
You surprise my mind,
With your toxic game.
I swear to you she's real,
Not another fakened figment,
Of my own imagination,
Some one, please, fix this!
I CONTROL YOU.
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