HAGS
by: berf
i just sat down for an hour straight and spewed this out, so if it doesn't make sense tell me and i'll try to explain. it's supposed to be kind of broken up and choppy. enjoy, and review if you feel like it.
Dear Morris:
I hate this,
And it really sucks,
Because I never wanted you,
Never wanted at all,
Not even a little.
Why didn't you
Get the hint
That I didn't want you?
You just kept talking
And laughing.
You're so clueless.
You kept it up.
Why couldn't we have sat
In alphabetical order?
Our teacher is weird.
The luck of the draw,
I guess.
Unlucky for me.
I don't like to
Go right to my desk
In Literature.
It's by the windows.
I talk to Frannie.
She sits by the door.
Maybe that's also
To keep away from you.
I wish I wasn't
Polite and nice.
Then I could've
Told you to
GET AWAY.
But I am,
So I didn't.
BLAH. BLAH. BLAH.
I'm not listening to you.
Except I am.
Hey, wait.
You've stopped showing
Up to class.
I wonder whether you
Are dead.
Not really.
Just kidding.
You've left!
I am slightly relieved.
Have fun in your public school.
I can see the board now.
Your head's not in the way.
4 months
Can mellow people out.
I feel nothing for you,
Except maybe a
Slight nostalgia.
You weren't that bad.
I had a dream.
You were in it,
Sitting in a desk
In the middle of the hallway.
You were always strange.
I say hi.
Your legs are really hairy.
1 WEEK LATER
(TO BE DRAMATIC)
I turned away from
My conversation.
You walked in the door.
"Morris is back!"
I find myself smiling.
Oh. Okay.
Cool.
Nothing's changed.
You still talk.
You want to have a poncho party,
Like a toga party
Without togas, and
With ponchos.
You're a psycho.
People have a habit
Of worming
Under your skin.
You're like that.
You slither.
I should have disliked you again.
Don't do that.
When did it change?
You must've done
Something,
You scrambled my
Brain waves,
You alien!
This wasn't on purpose.
You cracked my skull;
Now it's broken.
I'll have to deal.
How?
This is hard.
I hate you.
What now?
I'm nervous,
You keep singing.
You're so
Confident.
You scare me.
I feel like screaming,
After my panic subsides.
It's not that bad.
This thing,
It actually
Has the potential
To be
Pretty
Pleasant.
Maybe I don't hate you.
No, I know I don't.
Stop invading me!
I digress.
You're interesting.
I'm glad that
Your shoulder's
Broken.
I'll take 10
0's in gym
To sit with you
In the balcony.
You're a funny guy.
I didn't notice.
Now
I laugh too much.
Why'd you share
With me
So easily?
I'm sorry
You don't have friends here.
They're just stuck up
Assholes.
Oh, so that's why you left?
Your dad sounds like a prick.
I wish he wasn't so
Bad to you.
Lorena, we're just friends.
No, seriously.
It's not like
That.
Why are you blushing?
I'm not good
At being bold,
By the way.
You're different than everyone,
though.
When you smile,
my whole day
brightens.
And when you
scowl,
I lose my
appetite.
Since when
Do you get
Nervous
Around me?
You're not as
confident
as you seem.
It's more
Endearing
Than anything else.
I don't understand
What you're
Trying to say.
What?
I didn't answer you.
I wish I knew.
You're acting weird.
What did I do?
I always
Realize things
Too late.
Damn.
Just got it.
I'm too dense.
You're shyer than
I thought.
Couldn't you just
Come out
And say it?
But you didn't.
It's passed,
That moment.
Can't go back.
THIS FUCKING SUCKS.
"Where's
Your
Girl
At?"
Not me.
I wish I had a bullet.
Its so much
Easier
To let you in
Than to
Get you out.
Sometimes,
I wish that
You were born
In Japan.
Then,
I wouldn't have
Met you
And I wouldn't-
Stop talking
To me.
It's making this harder.
Fuck you.
I need to get
Over you,
They say.
I don't want to.
Find a happy medium!
You're such
A weirdo.
I like it
When you talk
In your gay lisp.
It makes me laugh.
You make class
Less boring.
When you look at me
Like that,
I forget
She exists.
Even though
Right afterward,
You text her.
That's messed up,
You fucker.
Stop pulling me around.
I wish I could tell you this
For real.
Oh, you're leaving again?
For good, this time?
Oh, oh yeah.
No, that's good.
Yeah,
I know.
Your friends are there.
I get it.
Yeah.
Oh, maybe you won't?
You're not sure?
Okay. Cool.
False hope hurts harder.
You're really leaving.
I don't want it.
Isn't this ironic?
Fate has a way
Of screwing you
Over
And then
Helping you out.
Even when
You don't really
Want the help.
"I'm so excited for summer!"
10 days left.
Sometimes
God knows
What's better for
You
Even when
You don't.
"Finals are coming up next week."
2 days left.
Fun times in Lit!
Good luck junior year (:
HAGS
From, me
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