Without You Instead of Within Me

Some Truths

I can't sleep anymore.

You are the one boy I ever loved.

I know I'm better than being so lonely.

But sometimes I like being with you more than being with myself.

Some Lies

I won't sleep with anyone.

You're the only boy I'll ever love.

I haven't found any company.

But sometimes I need someone touching me instead of...

Wait. Get it straight.

I can't sleep anymore and I'm so tired that I want to be more than a lonely girl

touching? I haven't found any company like the company I kept with you.

Admission: I like being with you more than being with myself.

Guilt.