2The confessions of a wall flower...
To be honest
To be honest I'm not who you think I am
my feelings are buried like treasure in the sand…
To be honest I'm so surreal
I never know exactly what I feel.
To be honest I live to know
Just what way, life should go.
To be honest I wonder if my heart still beats
It feels so darn dirty and it can't come clean.
To be honest I'm weighed down
By the guilt of being around
To be honest I'm barely there
My eyes simply blankly stare.
To be honest I want to feel
Find myself just being real.
To be honest these chains that bind
I want to just leave them behind.
To be honest I'm not sure I even can
Cause' my feelings are buried like treasure in the sand…