some things in life you just can't control
it's beyond you and your everything
when this happens, you shouldn't be punished
you don't deserve it, no matter what they say
…that's what she's telling you, anyway…

how can you still be mad at her
when it wasn't something she could control,
when you can see the reason behind it
how does that work…?

do you even know what you're causing her?
the pain she feels 24/7..
(this pain she can't control)
the tears she now cries
(it's never been like this before)
the confusion that won't leave her alone
(never has she felt so haunted)
she feels so broken
(she has no where to go, but to leave it all)

she can't think of anything else
she's wanting to end it more and more
grab a knife and slit her wrists, her throat and get stabbed
find a gun and put it to her head pull the trigger
take too many pills and lie on the bathroom floor
walk to a cliff and step off, breathe in as she flies

she keeps telling you why she hasn't…yet
but if she lost everyone then she would go too
she can't live without them, don't you understand?
if she lost them it wouldn't be pretty
some things they say don't help at all
but she will keep her word and won't leave,
so long as she still has them with her