"Tell him I don't ever want to see him again tell him he didn't mean anything to me tell him I never loved him tell him I won't miss him at all but please...don't tell him I said all of this with tears in my eyes"

This is exactly what I told my best friend Jourdan Micheals to tell him that faithful day. He took it hard. I know because it'sthe last time anyone saw him. He moved shortly after due to this broken heart. He completely cut all contact from everyone. No one knew wehere he went or how he was. I began to miss everything me and him had, but I knew it had to be done. He didn't want to be in my world...my dark eternal world. I had to be alone in this world. Only Jourdan knew of this world. He found out about it after I slipped up with covering my wounds from the many battled I participated in.

The battles were held every week, once a week actually. I was one of the most fierce competetors. It had been almost 3 years since he left. I missed him more than anything. I let all of my feelings out by partipating in a few fights. I just forget everything when fighting. I love it but I still miss him after it's all over. Anyway our story begins 3 years after he left.

I was bringing Jourdan to the fights with me once again. He liked to go...he said it felt exlirating just watching. I just think he wanted to see the girls fighting. Everyone fought under an assumed name. Mine was Broken Angel Wings. This name was chosen because I feel as if I can never escape this life I've created.

Tonight I'll be fighting in the coed division. Only the advanced fighters were allowed in this division. I got to the arena, where the fights would take place tonight. Jourdan was happy go lucky, this was my first time in the coed division. I worked hard to get accepted into it and was going to prove my worth. Little did I know that my opponent was an old friend and lover.

I registored and got ready to fight in the room assigned to me for the night. My fight would be the final one of the night. I was nervous because my opponents name was Bloody Murder. I asked around about him and found out that he usually fights to the point where you can see murder in his eyes. Jourdan was pacing around the room worried I wouldn't be able to handle him.

"Jourdan would you place chill?" I asked him practicing my jabs and kicks against the punching bag hanging from the ceiling.

"No, come on Sap you need to be more worried" said Jourdan.

"I am Jay but how can I let it get to me" I replied taking out my knives and checking their sharpness. 'good there extra sharp tonight' I thought.

Hours passed and Jay worried, but to late time for my fight. I put my knives and swords on.

I got ready to enter the arena, when I started sensing something, a familar presence but I shook it off. I walked into the arena with my head held high. The crowd roared as they watched me enter the arena.

My opponent entered from the otherside and the crowd went completely wild. I studied my opponent and I noticed he had a hood on his head shielding his face. I checked my daggers and sword to be ready for the fight to begin. The signal began it's countdown. This fight would be a first to drawn blood 3 times from thre opponent. The countdown began...5...4...3...2...1 GO! flashed on the screen above and it began.

I had both daggers in my hand, whild he stood there like a statue. We were both still for a few seconds then like lightening he sped forward a sword in each hand. I prepared myself for the attacked and guarded.

When his attack hit, I felt an invisble force hit me causing me to fling backwards hitting the wall. He disappeared and reappeared in front of me. He took his sword and sliced my arm 3 times. I fell to the ground holding my arm. I looked up at the guy through my mask. HIs eyes were such a familar chocolate brown. He helped me to my feet and we exited the arena.

"Oh my god! Kairu, are you ok?" said Jay as he ran up to me glaring at the guy.

"I'm fine" I say cradling my arm to my chest," I just need to these minor cuts patched up"