Thoughts and Questions

Thoughts and Questions

How can someone be lost forever?

How can they be consumed?

Do they wish it?

Do they yearn for it?

Do they truly want it?

Does it really help them?

Or does it bring them closer to the pain?

People get lost forever to forget the painful thoughts or memories

Everyone yearns for it at one time or another

I have many times

Yearned for it to consume me forever

I wanted my pain to go away

I let it consume me fully

I was numb completely

No emotions

Just the fake ones that came up

Once in a rare while

When the first one broke me

Opening my true emotions

Completely letting them consume me

It's either being consumed and numb?

Or be consumed and feel?

Which should I choose?