Prologue


Have you ever thought there was a reason to live? I didn't. Ever since my best friend, Rebecca, died my life has changed a lot. Let me explain to you.

I used to be a very talkative, nice, fun, and pretty person (not to sound so vain). Now I don't talk to anyone anymore, I am quiet and sometimes rude to people who try to talk to me, and I'm an ugly, horrible monster. Everyday, I am locked inside my room either reading a stupid book, crying, or doing nothing. Everyone ignores me at school, pretending I don't exist. Even the teachers. I don't care though.

My parents gave up on me after a month of my depression. I don't come down for dinner anymore, so they just leave it outside my door not to bother me. They don't even speak to me anymore. I have been in depression for about 4 months. No one understood me except for Rebecca. She was my best friend. The one I could laugh with, the one I could trust, but now she's gone…

Flashback

I looked at Becca in horror. She was lying on a hospital bed in of course, the hospital. She had strings and other things attached to her. Tears rolled down my cheeks begging for Becca to make it. But of course I knew she wouldn't. I buried my face in my hands, more tears coming. Becca took my hands and half-smiled.

"Bella, please. Don't be like that. I hate seeing you like this," Becca smiled gently and continued, "You are my best and only friend, and that will never change. I know you're upset but I will never forget you. I'm sure you won't either. I'm just as sad as you are…ok maybe not, but I'll be by your side forever. I'm sorry I couldn't be the best friend that would be with you forever. But I just wanted you to know…" Tears were spilling down her eyes now, "Y-You a-are a t-true frien-" And that was the end. Her eyes slowly shut and she was gone…gone forever.

End of Flashback


A/N: So this is my first story so…enjoy! Reviews extremely appreciated. (: