It all started with a email

It all started with a email. I sent it to him. It had been awhile since we have talked. Nearly half a year. I was starting to miss him again and his number had changed so I couldn't call him. I sent him an email….

Saying "Will we ever be friends in good terms again….?

I honestly really expected an email back… so it was a surprise that next to see that he had responded. To my surprise he wrote yeah here's my number 900-000-0000. I jumped for joy, I literally did. See, I never thought this would happen. I was full of hope, that maybe just maybe I would have someone again. That I would have him most importantly. Needless to say I texted him as quickly as I could. He had Verizon, just like me. This would come in handy later on because from Verizon to Verizon one can tell whether they've opened the message. I texted him the usually hey, whats up? Text. We talked. We flirted, and right when I was about to tell him I still, after years, STILL loved him, he said. " We can't talk like this any more. I'm engaged. I'm getting married this 20th ( his b-day) of October. . . . . . I stared at the text for awhile. About 30 min. I think. It was shocking….. I asked who, he said the love of his life. Why not thrust the knife in deeper, I thought. It turned out that he had this girl that was a friends, his best friend it turns out. That they were extremely close, loved each other… the whole friggin fairy tale. If my heart wasn't broken before, it was shattered now. That's how it ended. Needless to say I won't be updating this since its over… though I wished it wasn't.

Update: also... he's having a baby. By her. And i thought it couldn't get worse. sigh