I am the drone of bees' wings
The constant monotonous hum
I am the stamp of 1,000 boot heels
marching in time
A steady clap
I am the average
The ever-productive,
cheery, witty, punctual
typical member of society
Ready to smile with mock pleasure
or laugh with an ear-grating cackle,
or sympathize with empty condolences
or grieve with hollow tears.
I am ready to do whatever
is expected of me
I am ready to rise before daylight
at the sound of a piercing alarm
to perform for you
like a puppet dangling from strings
I am ready to deceive myself
To feign everlasting contentment
for the sake of maintaining your
carefully mass-produced order and routine
I am on my toes
I am on call
At command
At your service
I am feeding a massive,
destructive,
malicious tumor machine
A vile black slug maw
With the delusion
that I'm
feeding myself