I don't pride myself in my actions or thoughts
There's no reason to emphasize my strengths or weaknesses
And certainly no point to inflate what little ego I have

I don't spread the fact that I struggle with self-esteem
I dread the night just as much as I revel in it
And I love just as much as I hate

Sometimes I smile harder to pretend I'm alright
It's easier to cover up my scars than to explain
And I still have doubts about who I really am

I'm so average, I blend in all too well
I don't applaud myself for the small things
And I have no leadership skills to speak of

I can lie just as easily tell the truth
All the while cook up a story to tell
And I'm still missing parts of my memory

I don't mind sticking out like a sore thumb
Or the fact I'm not athletic or a brilliant genius
And I would rather be quiet than loud

I shy away from compliments
Because I don't think I'm prettier than the next person
And perhaps I am, with a bit less confidence

I prefer the hugs despite my appearance
Sometimes I hold everyone out at the same distance
And I don't let my barriers down for just anyone

I can be social when I choose to be
I have regrets spun into tangled words
And I don't let them get to me everyday

I would like to have some motivation, inspiration
My hands and eyes are my favorite feature
And I keep moving forward no matter the obstacle

I play the piano with my soul bared for all
The words are my own, but not to sing aloud
And I don't have to prove that to anyone

I sometimes have a bite worse than my bark
Perhaps I am the saint of lost causes
And I give just as much as I take

I won't turn the other cheek because of what I've said
I'm not meant to set an example
I'm merely being true to myself

and for once I just wish you'd listen