I'm dizzy

I'm the balloon

in his hand

as greedy eyes look upon me

it's all just a game

I'm just a watcher

but I'm the balloon

everyone sees me here

playing along

but I'm really the balloon.

I float above your mansion

my red eyes glancing down

vomiting

breathe

I only love this for a few seconds

It gets horrible

and cliche

and I can only enjoy this

for a few mere moments

Hearing you breathe

in, out

grasp me

bring me back

let me go

bring me back

let go

don't take me away

in, out

let me feel dizzy

forever.

A/U: my favorite poem. Just for a reference, I've never been addicted to any kind of drugs, but I've seen what it's like. Anyway, this was just a memory of a friend's party. I guess things got out of control and we ruined the party for the adults XD