Think
Feel
Think
Feel
Think
even when I try my hardest
I find I can't fake it
Not anymore
Feel
emotions take control of my mind
Feel
my mind goes blank
Feel
Anger, sadness,pain,betreyal,numb
Think
when my mind is in control again
Think
I miss the emotion
Feel
The thoughts, consume me
the jealousy, eats at me
Think
Feel
Think
Feel
Never at the same time
Always overwhelming
No more smiles
They are too hard to make
No tears
Never any tears
Think
Feel
And those moments
When I don't have to pretend
Feel
When I actually feel
Happy
I relish
I bask
I Think
And I fall.