Sequel to Pleasure and pain.
note- you wont have to have read tis to understand, but it might help.
It never should have happened; again. I finally found some semblance of myself, and then it's like I fell into a big puddle of goo. A puddle that consisted of his hands his lips, his voice; and I was gone to the point of no return; I didn't even know if I wanted to return.
I had promised, I had promised my sister I would never do anything like it again, that I would never be with him again. Most of all I had promised myself.
I couldn't resist him. I couldn't resist that smile, the way he seemed to know exactly what my body needed to be set on fire. It was like I couldn't get enough of him all over again.
I wanted him.
It was more than the first time, I was only young then and it was nothing compared to what it was like once I had learnt more about my own needs and wants, and all of a sudden it was a whole other ball game.
It was like everything from years before had come back, but this time there was no one around to stop me. It was like a drug an addiction, and no matter how hard I tried I couldn't quite seem to stop, to say no. I was an addict with no intention of quitting. He was my drug and he was in constant supply.
In a sense it was as if the past had been forgiven and forgotten, and now there was reminiscence without the pain and only with the pleasure.
The scariest part was, I couldn't quite find it in me to really care. It was selfish and stupid but that was what I wanted. Last time there had been complications, but this time we only had each other and that was the only thing that really mattered.
Screw the consequences!
Brendon and Summer are back! I'm so excited!
Ok this is just a starting, I mean I have thought about it for a while and I know it's only the prologue, but if I get enough response more will be up soon.
There's like a million excuses I can make to not egtting around to this, btu they will be pretty terrible. So anywya I hope you enjoyed and please review.