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You think that when you are a friend,
You would stick by them whatever they do.
I have kept that promise,
Now when will you?

I was always there for you
To help overcome your fears.
But why do I never see you here,
To wipe away my tears?

If you ever need some help,
I'm all of a sudden the bestest friend you ever had.
Once you're through with me I'm thrown aside.
I'm not good enough anymore, that's just too bad.

When I tried asking you for support
You left and avoided me the rest of the day.
Why is it that when I open up
You get up and run away?

What is it that I do,
To make you not show a single feeling?
Is it the way I act?
Am I not visually appealing?

Because of you my true feelings
Will always be hidden with a smiling face.
Bottled up inside forever.
No matter what the case.

I hate this bottled up feeling,
caused by the scars from you.
You ripped my heart to shreds.
No, it can't be fixed with glue.

I am too scared though
That I'll make someone else run away.
Because I had opened up before
And said my real thoughts of the day.

I seem to stand by you like always
For reasons I don't know why.
Somedays this just overwhelms me.
Sometimes I break down and cry.

I should confront you with this,
But knowing me I wouldn't.
I'll probably just forgive you like before,
Even though I shouldn't.

I hope this happens to you someday
Then I hope you will see.
What it's like to be treated this way,
What it's like to be me.

You think that when you are a friend,
You stick by them no matter what they do.
I have kept that promise,
Now when will you?