"Cold Wishes On A Bad Day"

Some days when I wish, I wish graciously.

Peace on earth. No more hunger. Cure a sickness.

But today has been a bad day. Today, only my happiness matters. Today I don't want to care about anyone else. I don't want to share my wish. I only want and want and never stop wanting.

Today I wish to be needed. Not just the disposable friend people tire of. I want to be a complete necessity, an invaluable source of comfort to others. I want to be loved, wanted, fought over. I want to feel like somebody in the universe. Not just a number or a statistic, but someone who makes a difference. I want to be the kind of person people look up to.

Today has been a bad day. Today, I wish for confidence.