Save me from the pain of life
I can't keep feeling like this
Barely going by
Drumming hands on table
Disinterest meeting me from all odd angles
Desire, desire, only in my fantasies
Unable to act, I plunge into the icy waters of my mind
Drowning, finding satisfaction
As the freezing jaws clench
Deeper
Deeper
Stealing my breath
Devoiding me of life and love
Only to drag myself from the depths
To wander, sleepless, dreamless,
In shambles, seeking both in blinding storm
Addicted to pain, in absence of hope
And too far from death
To find pale comparison in its engulfing shadow
What can I do, what can be said
There's too much to do, no time today
Tomorrow reeks of sweet reprise
If it only ever got hereā¦
That'd be nice