AN: I stayed home sick one day and this was inspired because I wasn't able to see my crush that day.

I stare at the clock. It's neon green numbers burn my retinas, I'm not in class right now. Are you worried about me? Do you think that I'm home sick with a terrible cold? Or out skipping with a friend? Which one would you like more? Do you miss my quite and unsure answers? My awkward movements and my shuffling step? Or how about the way I hide behind my hair when you look to my side of the classroom? Is it my eyes your glad to be away from? Or do you miss the sad green orbs that I hide behind my glasses? Do you not like knowing what book I'm reading today? Or does it make you feel better to not think about the fact that we have so few things in common? Will you ask my friends where I was today? Do you even know who my friends are? If you do, do you watch me laugh at our inside jokes and playful jabs? If you don't ask them will you ask me tomorrow where I was? Will you spend those few minutes before we jet off to our next class to simply talk to me? Will it finally be about something other than my brother whom you are best friends with? Will you give me that smile that I crave for in the morning and mourn for in the evening when I did not receive it? Or will you ignore me like most days?