Go back to a time when all of you weren't married

Go back to a time when none of you were in love

Go back to a time when your brother wasn't a fucking Christmas decoration

Go back to a time when you wanted to die

Change it so I was 18 years older

Change it so you were in love with me

Change it so you never got over your addictions

Change it so I can get over it

I want to breathe nostalgia

I want it all to stay

but every time I touch it

it wants to go away