i miss loving him~
i miss all the talks~
i miss all the laughs~
i miss all the hanging out together~
i miss all the idiots thing he does~
i miss how he can be weird sometimes~
i miss that way of him when he dosnt talk~
i miss him being "mysterious"
i never did understand the WHOLE him but i still miss ALL of him~
i miss how he can make me happy~
i miss the way i smile when im with him~
i miss his smile~
i miss the way i can get flustered just by sitting beside him~
i even miss him smoking that stupid cancer stick~
i miss when the time is not NOW..
i miss the memory~
i miss HIM~
i miss LOVING him~
i know its onesided but i still miss it~
i know he doesnt look at me THAT way but i still miss it~
i know he is happy right now~
but i wish i am happy beside him~

i know im supposed to be move on a long time ago, trust me I AM MOVE ON~~ i have a lot of relationship but i still miss the thing i have for him~

maybe its a mistake, maybe its a lesson for me but for now i just want to say I miss him~

AN: This is like my first ever post..so..just wanted to say ,Thank you for reading this one..and please review !kinda desperate for any kind of feedback!