I'm just running in any direction trying to find where I am
_because all those connections I built over the years
Suddenly fell through
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Old habits die hard.
like picking up the phone and dialing a number
my fingers know better than I
only you understood it seemed
you used to listen to everything
troubling my mind
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I'm still trying to match
This new reality to the person that I…
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I speculate:
Self-interest is what changed;
i dont have the energy to appreciate
your newfound strength and assertiveness
vicariously
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But I'm proud, truly.
i anticipate the day
_you become strong enough to break free
_from running in circles around me.
11:18AM, Thursday, January 08, 2009