The Monster In ME
By: Kitty/Shino Tenshi

My sacred soul is leaving my battered body. The continous research couldn't help me. But, they
still wish to keep me alive for a few obviouse reasons. I can feel as those machines try to keep
my heart alive and my mind at wake. I can barely even breath let alone keep my body from dying.
I keep breathing slowly my hearting beating along. Aching terribly. Barely hanging on but, I'll
try and live. Even though I'm too depressed to keep going. Having to lose my best friend and
lover that way. I don't know what purpose I have in my heart anymore. They wish to make me into
this thing. What was it called? Ah, yes. An android, cybord, robot, whatever you prefer to call
it. I'm gonna have things running through my body. Circuits, cables... Not that I didn't feel
those before. I've been this monster since I was given birth into this world. My whole life
already planned out before I even what I was. The sudden feeling of losing balance and fallin'
down when you're still standing there...

Have you ever felt like you were this thing? This freak? The thing everybody is so afraid to be,
all contained into one? I have bloody nightmares everyday. But, instead of my two friends being
murdered... I'M the killer. I hold my fist filled with blood. The beating heart of my
companions. AND THE THING IS I ENJOY EVERY SECOND I HOLD THEM IN MY HANDS! I laugh, holding it
in my hands giving me such sudden power. Probably I have these dreams, cause they are explaining
... the monster that's brewing inside of my body... Slowly breeding itself to overpower me...
I should be more careful now... I don't know when I could start...

Inspiration of the power of deadly machines