So, this little collection here is for all my crazy-ass randomness. It's rated T, because by the time you're a teenager, you should've heard all the words I use. I won't change it to M unless I add a spicy sex scene (beyond unlikely) or the number of words that would make my old religion teacher send me to detention start to outnumber the number that wouldn't. ;)


I felt crap at school. Oh, and it pisses me off that you can't align things to the right on this damn website.


I Feel Sick

I feel

sick

like I am going to

vomit

my stomach is

restless

and

heavy

and

warm

my

heart

is

jumping

in my

stomach

and my

throat

and my

head

and my

legs ache

my

blood

is slowly

pumping

close to the

surface

of my

skin

and I feel

weak

my thoughts are

heavy

heavy

heavy

and they are

contracting

my

skull

making it

squeeze tight

on my poor

brain

I cannot think

anymore

why do

thoughts

have to

weigh so much

I do not want to

move

or

walk

or

keep going

but the crowd

pushes

me

forward

and

forward

and I cannot

stop

the air all tastes

the same

going

in

and coming

out

I am not getting

enough

there are too many

people

we are all just

breathing

each others' old stale

carbon dioxide

I need

oxygen

I need to get

outside

where the

air

will be

so cold

it

burns

my

lungs

I want to

escape

how much longer is

this day

when can I get

out

why does

no one

notice that I feel

sick?


This looked better on my computer...ah well. Review?