REALITY OR FANTASY:
Reality or fantasy I don't know what's real
My mind is spinning wildly everything is unclear
Reality or fantasy my mind is in a knot
Looking up to you is the last thing I want
My mind is spinning thoughts are flying I don't know what to do
If only I had you
When I look into your eyes my breathing simply stops
You turned my world around and now everything is wrong
If I could be with you again I would give anything away,
my life, my soul, my heart just to be as close as I can get
When I turn I want you to be the one to catch me when I fall
Wipe my tears, and make me want to love
Reality or fantasy I think everything is fake
You've never tried to make me happy it was all for your sake
Just now I realized you never really like me
I want you in my life but I know its not going to happen
My life is upside-down its time to make a choice.
Reality or fantasy I don't think I'm sure
I wasn't paying attention you were being so obscure
Reality or fantasy I think it wasn't both
Reality: you were mean to me; you always let me down, my sad face and frowns weren't so hard to feign
Reality: you never really loved me, I wanted you and I to be together, I wanted you and I to last forever
Fantasy: I thought you wanted me, I thought I was the one that made you want to dream,
Fantasy: you meant the things you said,
Reality: everything was fake.
So now look at me, do I look dumb to you again?
Baby please look at me, am I still the same
Reality or fantasy its for you to say
Were you being truthful or were you just a pretend
Tell me now before I walk away
Reality or fantasy it was still a mistake