Have you ever seen one of those reality shows where everyone is obsessed with it yet you're probably the only one who hates it?

Well I, Arielle Johnson, have a reason.

That show that everyone is so giddy about, happens to include my first lover Darien Lucas and one of the most famous A-list actors.

You want to know the best part about it? The show also includes his pretty girlfriend, Scarlett Philips, another A-list actress.

It's only been 2 years since he broke up with me at graduation so he could continue his dream of being an actor.

Well awesome for him. He finally accomplished his dream so he's rich, successful, and happy with his girlfriend.

So I don't know why I'm so confused right now and so mad.

My life's going as well too.

Right now, I'm working as an assistant to a fashion designer, my best friends are awesome, and my boyfriend is really sweet.

His name's Ryan Roswell. I met him right after Darien broke up with me when I started working at Bitter Yet Sweet. He came up to me when I was still heartbroken and that was the rest of it.

The reason why I'm so confused right now is the fact that when I was first watching my first lover's reality show, I saw the necklace that I gave him for his birthday, on his desk where anyone with eyes can spot it.