1A/N: Yoh! I read a manga with a 'rape' theme on it and my heart was moved by the protagonist's bravery. I got inspired on writing this so... here's the outcome. I don't know if the title's okay though... I can't think of any because usually my poems are untitled. (^.^) Rated M just to be sure. The date at the bottom is the original time when I finished writing this. :) Reviews are greatly appreciated.
Lost Innocence
My stomach churned
As I tried to get rid
Of Apollo's godly hands.
His alluring scent
Charisma and mesmerizing eyes
Caught the inner lust in me.
I was passionately enamored
With a foolish dream.
Sensations came back but no matter
How hard I propelled myself away
This body contradicted and betrayed
My virtuous mind.
I was weak.
…
My heart was racing
And head pounding
I gave out a rueful sob
But he slyly smirked and
Trailed kisses on my neck
His hands touching
All the flesh in sight.
Shivers ran down my spine .
My body was unpleasantly hot
sweat cascaded down my shoulders.
As he came inside me
An excruciating pain coursed throughout
my body, nerves sparked up.
Crying, my nails dug down his skin
Every second
Seemed like minutes
And in silence I gulped all my mistakes
But it was too late
For I felt liquid gushed out
Obstruction and revolting was too late
…
I took a glimpse
On the man beside me
And saw how serene he slept.
His tall nose
Clear blue orbs
Silky black hair
Tanned-skin
Such deceiving features.
Fright, regret and sore
I didn't put my morals into use
I abhor that time
And there's only 'me' to blame
For I gave my innocence
On a treacherous stranger I met.
By: EsiuoL (01/20/09)