I think about my past,

About the life I have lived so far

And I realize that I am what I wouldn't have expected

I am something I would have always thought impossible.

I am turning into something I have never wanted to be.

I am turning into something that is quite common

And not that unique.

I look around in my own little world

And realize that I am not the only inhabitant

That there are many others

Just like me.

Depressed and lonely

Sad and mean.

Heartbroken and living but not alive.

So many people

See the world from the angle I thought was my own

I guess I could be considered a typical teenager

But I never thought the world revolved around me

Just without me.

But I was wrong,

As I have been lately

And now I am making up for all my mistakes

In tears and misery.

In pain and anguish.

But that's okay

One day, the sun will shine on my little planet

And I wont be as isolated and cold.