Misery in Pieces

Look at me

And see me please

See who I am

See who I have become

Just find out what has happened to me

By looking me straight in the eyes.

Staring at what you will find.

Things that may bother you.

Things that have made me so sad,

So infuriated, and utterly mad.

See why I am the way I am.

The person who I have become.

Just look.

What you see is how I am.

What you never wanted me to be.

But how could I help it?

The one thing I thought was good in my life,

Destroyed me to an oblivion.

And now all you see are little pieces of misery,

Consuming me.