Straining through each and every day.

Trying not to sleep through my life

Like I have been the past few months.

Trying to survive without depriving myself.

Waiting for a good moment to escape,

But coming up with nothing!

No time to run around in circles

No time to be myself.

And especially no time to find myself.

I have lost myself

In a sea of helplessness

And its pathetic

How close I am to myself

And yet I cant seem to reach forward

And just touch my arm

To pull myself closer

Into an embrace

That I severely need now.

Waiting for something to push me forward

But it isn't working.

I just wish I had ONE LITTLE SHOVE

To move me along

So that I can get on with my life!