Shoot me now I thought to myself. As we approach the most lifeless place in the world, Craig, Alaska, with a population of 4200 there more life in a graveyard then here.
But I suppose it was my decision to go here I mean my step-dad has killer job as a top class Lawyer, only problem is he has to travel round alot and no way am I going to be stuck in a house with my mother alone!
So ive decided to go live with Felix A.K.A dad for a while, I aint seen him I along time, mum and dad used to l play tug of war with me 8 years back .
We pulled into a muddy drive way in front quaint house, waiting there was a man I assumed was father, time had not been to him the wrinkles around his eyes and on his forehead had deepened a great deal since I had seen him last, the I reason I know it was my father was by his colossal 6"5 frame.
We made our way out of the car and I stretched my mum literally through my bags at me a speed of, that feeling was mutual I couldn't wait to see the back of the grouchy old bitch.
"hi Alexzetha how are you Hun?"
I cringed at the use of my whole name why did I have to be of Egyptian and German descendants, and why did they feel the need of combining to of the most usual of German and Egyptian names and stick them together.
"yeah im ok, but for the love of god call me Zee"
"oh eh.. sorry Ale- I mean zee. He said bowing his head and taking by bags in door.
Awesome his a total push over I thought to myself which surprised me seeing as he was the head teacher of the only high school round here "Eberny high.
Felix showed me to my room, bless he'd given me the biggest room in the house and painted the room a light cream, I didn't have the heart to tell him I was a fully fledged Goth I preferred purples and blacks. O well nothing a couple of slipknot and underworld posters couldn't fix.
It took me about two hours to get my room to my taste by now it was dark so I made my way downstairs and made myself some pop tarts, as I sat down and stared out the window wonder how my boys back in Carolina where doing there was a knock at the door.
" ill get it" I heard Felix say from the living room.
There where low murmurs from the next from, being a teenage I. was naturally curious so I hide around the corner and listened "don't worry Alexzethá cants hear us she's in day dream land at the moment I heard my dad say
There was a long pause before anyone talked
" There been 2 murderers just 4 miles from here Mr Valdenstien as the head of the local high school I would suggest you tell your students to stay out of the forests and don't go out alone" the man said. My days his voice was like music.
"Thank's for that Carlisle I will send the message around school straight away" my dad said sincerity oozing out of his voice.
" so when will I meet this daughter of your Felix?". Carlisle said in a more casual voice but still as lovely.
" oh right now if you want but she'll probably end in the hospital by the end of the week she's so accident prone"
they laughed together at my expense well that figures I suppose, the hospital I suppose that makes this Carlisle some sort of doctor.
"hey Alexzethá come meet a good friend of mine"
I waited a few seconds and walked in, and then abruptly stopped then man was gorgeous blonder, porcelain white skin. With honey eyes, he looked in his late 20's. I gawked until my dad cleared his throat. Immediately I snapped back into reality.
" this is doctor Cullen his the head of surgery up at the hospital and this is my daughter Alexzethá"
"Zee" I said immediately
Carlisle looked at me with one eyebrow cocked.
"oh sorry I must have sounded like a right nut job, I prefer to be called Zee, in fact I rather detest Alexzethá so eh…my immediate reaction is to correct anyone who said my full name, sorry for the out burst" I could feel my normally sheet white skin going a crimson red.
"that's ok I shall bear that in mind Zee" he said with a small smile of amusement on his face.
He continued to stare at me my eyes. I hated the fact that I had amethyst eyes with flecks of mauve.
" there very effective contacts you have, may I suggest that you don't wear them all the time it's not good for your eye site maybe you should go for a more natural colour" Carlisle said formally.
God I thought, here we go again. " oh sure tell me when you get me booked in for a cornea transplant and nature colour it will be Doc". I said rolling my eyes
He suddenly looked shocked "oh im sorry I didn't realise, its not often I see people with eyes of your colour"
I immediately felt bad and hung my head in shame
" sorry mr Cullen I didn't mean to lose my temper"
" its ok Zee I have the same thing about my age every thinks im 22-23 when im actually nearly 33" he said with a wink.
" well I better me off, kids will probably be hungry" Carlisle said heading towards the door.
"ok thank you for the information. Goodbye Carlisle. Felix said already watching the football again.
After Carlisle had left I went up stairs and had the pleasure of taking my selection of pills. First with the Ritalin (calming drug) anti-psychotic (self explanatory), Depnoc ( anti-emo drug) and Xanax (sleeping time drugs).
Yeah I know I have issues.
I listened to some Rasmus
No sleep no sleep until im done finding the answer.
Wont stop before I find a cure for this cancer
Soon…
Then I slipped into a slumber I dreamt of running through a forest vampires and wolves chasing me, the knocking me to the ground I turned round to see the most beautiful yet the most terrifying person I ever laid eyes on staring into its deep crimson eyes, then he lunged.
That's when I woke up screaming, cold sweet covering my body I looked over at my clock 6:30am I looked out of the window a layer of snow covering the ground.
Then it hit me Shit! School today, suddenly the sexy vampire that was about to kill me in my dream didn't seem that bad.
With all the strength in my body I finally crawled out of bed and to the bathroom, to have another one of little drugs party. I got washed using by dad linx dry Africa, well it smelt better then B O.
Then I went to my bedroom a decided to wear a laced black top, with black skinny fit jeans with the rips and chains on it, black buckled boots and a leather jackets. I then applied some black eyeliner with red eye shadow.
When I finally came to my hair I couldn't be bothered to straighten it so I left my curly black locks be.
After having my breakfast, I went outside preparing myself for a 30 minute walk, but when I got outside I saw beautiful black BMW SBK motorbike I ran over to my baby, there was a note on it
Dear Zee
Thought id take the liberty of sending up your bike, some how I cant see you walking, with your platforms on hahaha lol
Me and the guys from secret lives are missing you already
Luv ya
Neuro
Xxx
I would kiss that boy if he wasn't gay I thought to myself, then I speed of towards hell I mean school.