I have nothing artistic to say. I have nothing creative or elegant. I've wanted to do this for a long time but never found the creativity. I don't care if its pretty or if its unique or remotely interesting.

I just want to say all the stuff I wasn't man enough to say before. You are my hero. You're the closest thing I've ever witnessed to the perfect man. I'll consider it a great feat if I become half the man you were. I want to be more like you, I want to have the strength you have. I want to have the capacity for love that you showed. I know in my heart that I will never meet anyone with the courage and strength and yet the love that you had. You really are my hero. I love you.